Wednesday, January 11, 2006
its been raining so much these days. it dampens my mood so badly due to tt 'something' which affected me not very badly. badly. not very badly. badly. not badly. =(
a penny for tt some thoughts.
why? do you have to think so much for me. do you treat me so nice and then so cold all of a sudden. do you have to make me so miserable. do you have to feel guilty all the time. are you so selfish.
its not ur fault i believe. i understand. tt's for sure. u're not to blame. no one knows how im feeling exactly for i dun share much. not even the closest. bits and pieces here and there. just a lil upset.
BEATRICE jiu wo!
LALALALAL>
enough of that. im thinking too much.
projects projects projects. d and d d and d d and d. work work work. dunno y but im just keeping myself busy. to make sure that i dun have so much time to pounder over little thoughts i guess.
gelare. im back. ((;
Love, Me (Skip Ewing/Max T. Barnes)
I read a note my grandma wrote back in nineteen twenty-three. Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me. He said, "Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago, Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I loved your Grandma so."
We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together. Get married in the first town we came to, and live forever. But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet, instead Of her, I found this letter, and this is what it said:
If you get there before I do, don't give up on me. I'll meet you when my chores are through; I don't know how long I'll be. But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see. And between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you. Love, me.
I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away, In the doorway of a church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray. I know I'd never seen him cry in all my fifteen years; But as he said these words to her, his eyes filled up with tears.
If you get there before I do, don't give up on me. I'll meet you when my chores are through; I don't know how long I'll be. But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see. And between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you. Love, me.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you. Love, me.
